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After the Rain Fall by Nightress After the Rain Fall :iconnightress:Nightress 1 0 Blassreiter-Reisha Jobson-Oc by Nightress Blassreiter-Reisha Jobson-Oc :iconnightress:Nightress 9 30
Good Bye, Until We Meet Again
Good Bye, Until We Meet Again.
I watch the sun set behind the ruin.
Tears overflowing my eyes, remember the good time.
I remember your smile and your laughter.
The way you talk to me, touch me with your words.
How you caress me everyday, teaching me the meaning of words.
I stand on the lone hill, tears fallen from my eyes,
watching the sky turn blue. I remember your words.
Your thought, your memories, your gentle laughter.
I remember everything, my heart broken when you are gone.
My tears has yet cease to fall, I stood here alone asking why?
Why did you have to leave. I have not yet forgotten your lesson.
Your love and passion for culture, I miss you but I will not forget you.
Even when I'm no longer there, attending your class.
I still miss you, I still remember you.
I miss you so much, I cry and cry until I could stop.
But yet I can't, I can't stop my tears, I still miss you.
Walking through this lone school ground,
I still have your image embedded inside my mind.
Your classroom cold
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FF XIII-By your side by Nightress FF XIII-By your side :iconnightress:Nightress 28 57 Lightning Roses by Nightress Lightning Roses :iconnightress:Nightress 49 60 A Kiss For You AthrunxLacus by Nightress A Kiss For You AthrunxLacus :iconnightress:Nightress 6 18 My DA Id by Nightress My DA Id :iconnightress:Nightress 15 52 Wolx Hound Edel Raid Hunter by Nightress Wolx Hound Edel Raid Hunter :iconnightress:Nightress 21 74 Kia by Nightress Kia :iconnightress:Nightress 3 13
Have you Ever1?
Have you ever try to love a person before?
Even though you knew that your love will never be return to you.
Have you ever try to make that person fall in love with you?
Even though it meant slowly killing him deep inside
Have you ever try to truly love someone so deeply that it hurt you?
Even though he never notice your love before until it gone
Have you ever try to express it to him?
Even though he might turn your love down
Have you ever truly madly deeply in love before?
Even though you has suffer so much to get there, to archive that love
Have you ever ask yourself why you love him and does he love you too?
Even though you might afraid to find out the question that was in your heart
But now I have something to tell you
Forget your worried, pain, sadness, doubting, and tears
Just be happy even though it short and might disappear but it doesn't matter
Now for you have faith in him, so enjoy yourself feel free to fall in love and
It alright to doubt sometime for it is love, it will nev
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Have you Ever?
Have you ever doubt your love for someone?
Even though you know that it not even true even if you doubt it
Have you ever try to cover you pain with a fake mask?
Even though everyone around you know that it was fake but you still hide it
Have you ever get angry at someone that you wish to kill them?
Even though it was wrong to think such a thing toward that person
Have you ever try to be nice to someone?
Even though you don't like it but still do it anyway
Have you ever comment someone to get their hope up?
Even though you think their work or what they do is stupid
Have you ever try to fake smile to please someone?
Even though you hate them so much for you hate emotional thing
Have you ever try to cover your tear and sadness with a fake mask of happiness?
Even though you know full well that it will eventually fill with your tears
Have you ever have to face something so hard that you wish to forget it by death?
Even though it really painful but you won't do it to try and ease your pain
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Dear everyone,

Today or Yesterday for many of you, was the saddest day in my life. My father who has been in the hospital since Wednesday last week for pain in his stomach has finally passes away with a positive cancer in his liver. He has went very peacefully at the age of 61, he is still very young and handsome. Still I am glad that my father has finally found his rest in the hand of God, free of pain that have been torment him for several months and weeks now. He is now in heaven with God, both of my grandfathers, my uncle who was kill in the Vietnam War for speaking against Communist, my aunt who pass away with heart attack and finally my cousin who was abuse in prison and illness. He is now in peace, happy, and free of pain. It has came so suddenly to me, because just the day before yesterday my dad still talking to me, laughing and watching television with me in his hospital room, and now he gone.

I still remember his hand which was still warmth clutching my small hand before he pass and now I can never see him again. I wanted to cry which I did but I know I can't cries in front of him because he hate anyone who cries, so I must be strong for him. I want him to leave happy and not worry about me, my mom or my siblings. I have to stop here now because I have to go to see my dad, so please pray for his soul and God bless you all and please treasure your family members and make most of the memories. I will still be around but not much, mostly to check my mails and messages but other than that I won't be around much, so please pray for him and thank you for being so kind to me all these years. I love you all and may God be with you and your family.


Unbecoming Me
United States
Favourite genre of music: Mix General
Favourite style of art: Love too Many to Name
Operating System: Laptop
MP3 player of choice: Ipod or Itouch I guess.
Wallpaper of choice: Fantasy or Dreaming
Personal Quote: "I watch, I learn, I live, I breathe and so I fall into the depth of unbecoming me."



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zkfanart Featured By Owner May 28, 2017
Happy B-Day! :iconcakeplz:
Nightress Featured By Owner May 30, 2017
Thank you! Sorry about the late replied, I was out of town and couldn't check my DeviantArt page, but thank you so much for the wish! :hug: :glomp:
zkfanart Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2017
welcome and welcome! :hug:
Nightress Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2017
Autumn123Charlotte Featured By Owner May 9, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thank your watch~~
Nightress Featured By Owner May 10, 2017
Your Welcome :3
Digi-TheSaiyan Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the fav
Nightress Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2017
Your welcome :3
Zorocan Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fav!! feel free to check out my webcomic, "Shuun" (that's the character depicted in my ID pic) :) 

Also, Happy new years! 
Nightress Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2016
Your welcome and Happy New Year to you too!!
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